I have a boyfriend now. His name is Nick and I am obsessed with him. He has these gorgeous eyes and I just.. *melts* He is a good kisser too..
that is another reason why I haven't been on. I'm a Nick stalker.


SmellsIt smells of something ... I can't put my finger on it rots it reeks pungent smell fills up my lungs so dreadfullySmells
E N T I R E L Y
I breathe out
the smell wont leave it stays here to haunt me a tyrant to my mind
I plead I beg yet still it stays ....the stench stays
staining my mind
with the acrid aroma tormenting me the smell of decay
the smell of my heart emotions mind .......soul......


I laughHA! I laugh no smile on my face just a laughI laugh
Melodrama cracks me up
but it makes me tired
I feel sick. I laugh but I feel sick. In my stomach. Deep. Spine quivering ill feeling
I REALIZE WHY
people try so hard to be
p o l i t i c a l l y c o r r e c t
nobody is perfect so stop trying and
ACCEPT
you are a hypocrite..


All in a GlanceYour eyes give a glance but your heart gives a glare You act like you dont see me act like you dont careAll in a Glance
I can feel the tension
and i know that you can too and by the way your acting I can see you'll some unglued
I remember days when there was laughter in these halls it erupted from our throats .. echoed off the walls
I haven't changed the way i act Although my clothing's changed But you think is is cause enough to put frienship in it's grave
You still can see the person Others see a bleeding soul And we kno
I came back after eating my mack and cheese, and I found this in my messages...
*Sniff*
Thanks.
but I am back on now.. WEEE!!!!
I feel ubber special
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